somewhere only we know...

feel so slack..

2004-08-10T19:49:00.000+08:00

ok.. common tests r getting closer n closer man.. they r like juz barely a dae away n im still slacking.. realli duno wads goin on in my head man.. past few daes haf been playing com or online most of e dae.. den when im studying im usually chatting online or not focused.. sigh.. all i can do is hope 4 e best man.. lucky its onli 6 subs if not im so dead..
been playing lotsa soccer 2.. everyday i've been playing without fail.. heh.. but at least 2dae was not a wasted trip.. had fun n realli worked myself out.. yup.. betta get baq 2 studying soon if not i'll probably juz b brain dead 2mrw.. gonna try n prove my maths teacher wrong n dat she shud take back her comments.. thou its not ez i'll do my best..
aniwayz yi shan's baq from her scotland trip.. yea.. welcome baqz man.. like i said on ur blog.. ur presence has been missed.. haha.. aniway.. muz tell bout e scotland trip hor if i meet u online or sth heh =P

life..

2004-08-03T20:03:00.000+08:00

changed my blog layout.. kinda like e tranquility of e bubbles in e pic.. aniway.. life's kinda difficult rite now.. hit 1 of e roughest patches in my life so far or if not e worst patch of my life rite now.. yup.. i did not make e cut 4 psfs.. cant live e dream of passing on peer support 2 my juniors.. tink e selection shud not haf been based solely on interviews.. ppl who deserve 2 b in did not get thru.. n ppl who shud not b in got thru.. shall not pin point.. yup.. its difficult 2 accept e fact.. also.. last year psb had like 40++ psfs.. dis year its reduced 2 29.. argh.. wadeva.. its reality so i haf 2 get over it.. lotsa ppl facing a tough time now.. i had a rough n difficult previous week n its realli screwd me up e whole of last week.. so did yu yan.. n de yao.. eugene n him is facing a pretty rough patch now.. im not in e right state of mind also.. e past 2 daes.. there were periods of time i juz wanted 2 avoid toking 2 ani 1.. juz being alone.. shutting myself from e world.. 4 some reasons.. well.. but i muz still thank my frens 4 trying 2 cheer me up.. sigh.. also.. common test is like in less den a week.. worse part is i havent even started preparations.. gonna dieeeee..... as usual.. not dat im hoping 2 get away wif it or wad.. but all i can do is hope 4 e best.. gotta get myself in e right frame of mind n focus on studyin.. i haf been getting away e past 2 terms by doin some last min studying in e last week.. n duno how i could get top half in e class also.. it gets harder n harder.. if i dun do sth i will b ruined.. n if i break down like i did last week n a dis few daes tryin 2 shut myself from e world.. duno wads gonna happen next time when i go thru worse stuff.. not like i 1 2 but i guess i gotta try n b positive n face up 2 e problems e best way i can.. yup.. bout it.. wish me all e best.. gonna try n do some work..

sick

2004-07-27T16:48:00.000+08:00

felt ill on sunday liaoz.. had headache n was kinda giddy.. but as usual i did not care.. went on 2 play badminton n table tennis wif my family.. then went ikea 4 dinner.. sigh.. e next morning i woke up had a sore throat.. mum said i ate 2 much chocolate which is probably so haha.. yup.. monday was pretty alrite.. except dat i gradually lost my voice towards e end of the day n my throat felt pretty uncomfortable, also had blocked nose on 1 side which was pretty irritating since my throat was kinda blocked also.. so had 2 breathe thru 1 side -.-..

had 2 periods of bio which is like 2 hours in total.. how 2 take in so much info manz.. esp since its bio.. almost fell asleep in class again hahaz.. was bout 5+ when i got home.. mum was on leave so i cant realli like use e com 4 a longer period of time.. ya.. so told mum wadz wrong wif me.. she gave me some tablets 2 swallow.. den did hw n play soccer as usual hahaz.. man.. im realli off form now.. need 2 play more 2 regain my form.. duno la.. e rest of time when i got home i watched tv.. wisely then e 9pm show(not sure its name), both on channel 55 of scv.. slept pretty earli.. didnt study 4 maths test..

wasnt realli good dis morn either.. worse as a matter of fact.. e whole morning i was struggling 2 speak properly though i didnt haf blocked nose ani more.. n also had 2 control wad i ate.. my sandwiches wasnt enuff 4 me so i bought char siu pao.. had dat 4 both recess n lunch.. luckily it kinda bcame betta afta recess.. drank loads of water.. felt betta also.. but now it feels itchy so i guess it bcame cough? anywayz most of us could not finish e e maths test on trigo.. could not tink v well also but guess i could manage la.. had piano lessons afta sch.. still need loads of practising 2 get my fingers back in shape.. 5 years was a long time of not practising piano.. ya anywayz was fine la.. now a bit bored so blogging.. mum's not at home aniwayz.. can use a bit longer haha..

sigh.. psf selection results will b out realli soon.. hope i will get thru 2gether wif yuyan n e rest.. n b part of psltc 2004 n orientation camp 2005 etc.. anywayz.. seems some kinda flu bug is spreading arnd.. quite a no. of ppl r not feeling well so b careful not 2 catch it.. 2 those who r not feeling well.. haf a speedy recovery.. n 2 yishan whos leaving 2mrw 4 her scotland trip 4 2 weeks*.. enjoy ur self n take care.. juz haf fun n dun tink bout work haha..

psf interviews n english oral

2004-07-23T18:20:00.000+08:00

havent realli blogged 4 quite some time now.. aniwayz.. dis few daes has been rather hectic 4 me.. haf been goin home pretty late each day of e week cuz always got sth on.. aniwayz e main focus was on thurs when i had e psf interviews.. wasnt dat great i guess.. was nervous althou it was a grp interview.. n kept saying sth half way then due 2 nervousness dunno wad 2 sae liao.. haiz.. wad 2 do.. juz hope i can get thru n b a psf.. was pretty disappointed thou.. cuz i dun realli expect 2 b part of e 30 psfs who r gonna b chosen out of almost 60.. hope wad eddy said was rite dat everything else counts 2.. not juz e interview.. e best part was dat i was so exhausted from it.. i slept on e bus.. overslept n missed my stop so i wasted like half n hour finding my way back haha..

ya.. 2dae it was betta.. thou i was still not feeling v gd bout e interviews.. yea i noe i shud stop ranting bout i alreadi sorri.. had pe.. helped fishballz pass his 2.4km which was ok la.. but i was kinda pissed at august n michael 4 a short while cuz they promised 2 help yet they carried on playing their touch rugby while i had 2 pace fishballz.. but it was good he passed thou.. liddat at least he can get bronze 4 napfa.. hope he carry on putting effort on working out 2 lose some weight n gain more stamina.. den can do betta 4 napfa next year.. nth much all e way till afta sch.. which was english oral exam time.. had lunch den listened 2 vindicated wif michael on my mp3.. haha den waited in e library n some other parts of e sch 4 my turn.. took quite long.. my turn was like at 4.45 or sth liddat.. ya.. dats quite late.. had headache at arnd 3+.. duno whether was a sign of nervousness or not.. but i doubt so.. it recurred from yesterdae.. but juz went on 2 take my english oral.. thought i didnt do dat well.. but i turned out 2 b pretty ok la.. reading was 9/12 which was somewhat wad i expected.. picture description was 9/12 which was quite suprising cuz my examiner onli spent like 2 mins on it... den conversation tink it was 12/16.. pretty ok la.. onli thing was dat she said i could not tell stories cuz it was like she asked i was involved in road accidents so i said no.. den i didnt noe wad else 2 sae so i said it was pretty scary.. so afta i was done she told me i shud haf said i read in newspaper so n so accident was realli serious n dat kinda stuff.. but overall it was quite good la.. 30/40 was not wad i realli expected.. tot i wud do worse but all wells.. hope it is realli so.. yup.. dats all at e moment.. n im gonna play soccer liao even thou i got headache.. it probably will b my cure haha.. sigh.. duno wad 2 do bout my smsing man.. left bout 10 more b4 i exit 4 dis month.. when there is like half a month more 2 go till 7th august.. cannot care much la.. exit den exit..

quizzie

2004-07-18T00:48:00.000+08:00

haha.. did dis cuz so mani ppl also did it..
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1.[what is your full name] tan zhi quan
2. [nickname] err.. now dun seem 2 haf la.. other den dat was called mao mao 4 past 2 years cuz I fractured my arm in sec 1.
3. [bday] may 28
4. [age] 15+
5. [sex] male
6. [social security] dunno..
7. [where were you born] Mt Alvernia
8. [where you live now] singapore
9. [zodiac sign] Gemini
10. [what grade are you in and what school do you attend] sec 3 sji
11. [siblings and their ages] sis-22, bro-20, yes im e youngest..
12. [do you get along with them] yup.. quite good relationship la..
13. [pets] hamsters – unnamed at e moment haha
14. [righty or lefty] righty
15. [bedtime] 10-11
16. [hair color] blackish brown
17. [eye color] dark brown
18. [do you wear contacts or glasses] glasses at e moment.. may start wearing contacts soon
19. [do you have any piercings] nope
20. [tattoos] nah
21. [scars] quite a few..
22. [height] 168cm.
23. [Do you wear any rings] nah..
24. [What shoes do you wear] sports shoes, sandals, soccer boots, slippers, skool shoes n several more
25. [drove a car] bumper cars n go carts
26. [met someone new] as in? dun tink so
28. [cried] err.. quite a long time ago..
29. [wore a skirt] nope.. unless I wanna b like brad pitt in troy haha..
30. [how are you today] energetic.. but kinda sleepy
31. [wearing] sleeping wear
32. [thinking about] duno whether 2 do e hw which is not due 2mrw..
33. [what does your hair look like at the moment] juz falling down naturally.. but need 2 cut liao.. sides quite long
34. [what song are you listening to right now] 4 1 of e 1st times im on e com im not listening 2 any songs
35. [what was the last thing you ate and/or drank] peanut tang yuan haha
36. [how is the weather right now] cool
37. [last person u talked to on the phone] sean.. called 2 ask bout hw n practical..
38. [watching] amazing race n doin dis quiz
39. [what time is it] 10.38pm

DO YOU BELIEVE IN *
40. [yourself] need 2 believe in myself more.. but sometimes ya..
41. [friends] yea..
42. [best friends of the opposite sex] yupz..
43. [santa claus] cant rmb.. mayb I did when I was really young?
44. [tooth fairy] nope hehe.. tried n no moni haha
45. [angels] hmm.. perhaps..
46. [ghosts] used 2.. now mayb still
47. [aliens] dun tink so..
48. [God] kinda

* MORE ABOUT YOU *
49. [what are the last four digits of ur phone number] 8817
51. [how do you eat an Oreo] haven’t eaten oreo 4 a long time.. but normally la..
52. [if you were a crayon what color would you be] wanna b lotsa colours..
53. [have you ever almost died] dun rmb.. dun tink so
54. [what's the best advice ever given to you] also cant rmb..
55. [have you ever won any special award] dun tink so
56. [do you like to dance] not dat I can rmb.. but can learn la..
57. [worst sickness you've ever had] high fever.. quite long ago la..
58. [what's the stupidest thing you have ever done] duno? Done a lot of stupid things haha
59. [what's the next CD you are going to buy] hmm.. 4 now mayb keane’s hope n fears..
60. [what sport you hate the most] hmm.. duno leh.. I like most sports.. mayb rugby cuz it caused me 2 fracture my wrist
61. [place for a dream house] somewhere near e seaside
62. [how many kids do you want to have] dunno.. tink 2?
63. [have you ever sprained/broken/fractured a bone] fractured my left wrist in sec 1, sprain my ankles sometimes due 2 soccer, recently sprained my back cuz of overplaying badminton –ouch-
64. [who do you tell your dreams to] ppl who share e same dreams n interests
65. [what are you most scared of] loneliness
66. [how many tv's do you have in your house] 2
67. [do you have your own tv?] nope.. next time bahx..
68. [do you have your own phone line] yea.. handphone la
69. [do you sleep with a stuffed animal] hehe ya.. but cuz I haf so mani pillows on my bed as well some of them drop on 2 e floor till e morning till I put em back on e bed
70. [are you shy] sometimes..
71. [are you outgoing] not sure.. my palz will noe..
72. [who is the loudest friend you have] yu yan!
73. [who is the quietest friend you have] me?
74. [who looks the worst in the morning] dunno
75. [who's the messiest eater] jun xian? (sorry haha)
76. [who's the slowest eater] man.. my sis..
77. [who's the bossiest] duno..
78. [who is the 'mom' outta your friends] duno.. mayb dun haf yet
79. [who are the top 3 hottest guys/girls u know] dun wanna ans dis
80. [who's the weirdest] duno..
81. [who is the funniest] yu yan.. although his jokes r dumb n make no sense
82. [who do you go to for advice] several of my close frenz n my mum sometimes
83. [who do you think about most when you're not happy] wad made unhappy?
84. [who do you cry with] haven’t really cried 4 a long time.. but I tink even last time was alone la..
85. [what's the best feeling in the world] love
86. [when's the last time you cried] cant rmb..
87. [is cheerleading a sport] guess so
88. [how many licks does it take to get to the center of a tootsie pop] x licks?
89. [which came first the chicken or the egg] y wud I wanna noe in e 1st place
90. [root Beer or dr. pepper] root beer..
91. [vanilla or chocolate] chocolate!
92. [love or lust] love..
93. [silver or gold] silver
95. [what's your favorite color] sky blue
96. [what's your favorite band/singer] dun really haf fav band or singer.. juz like variety of songs
97. [what do you dream about] weird stuff which I usually 4get once I wake up lolz..
98. [favorite song] no fav.. juz listen 2 variety of songs which also depends on my mood
99. [do you like to sing in the shower] sometimes
100. [had an imaginary friend] no..
101. [cried during a movie] cant rmb.. but doubt it
102. [had a crush on a teacher] no
103. [what is the first thing you think about when you wake up in the morning] argh.. feels like I barely slept.. all wells.. set e alarm 3 mins more..

* PREFERENCE *
104. [sleep on your back, stomach or side] side.. more on e right side.. but sometimes on e back also..
105. [adidas, nike, or reeboks] nike
106. [croutons or bacon bits] wadz croutons? Shud b bacon bits
107. [2 doors or 4 (on a car)] 4
108. [bridges or tunnels] bridges
109. [one pillow or two] 2
110. [salt or butter flavored popcorn] can sweet popcorns be a choice?
111. [fizzy or still water] duno.. depends la..
112. [Red wine or white wine] dun really drink..

* Word Association - (1st Thing That Comes To Mind) *
113. [Rubber Gloves] cleaner?
114. [Disney Character] mickey mouse?
115. [Fast Food place] macdonalds?
116. [Board Game] monopoly lolz..
117. [Rock] dunno.. my hamster last time who was named stone? haha
118. [Blue] e sky
119. [Wet] rain
120. [Cry] tears
121. [Peanut Butter] peter pan brand? (which i eat la.. v nutty leh lolz)
122. [Hay] a barn
123. [Paper] white
124. [Wood] trees
125. [Yellow] my mogi stuff toy dog lol..

* When was the last time you... *
126. [Took a shower] 8pm
127. [Watched Bambi] long time ago
128. [Got a real letter] cant really rmb leh..
129. [Wished upon a star] sometime ago..
130. [Hugged someone and who?] my pillow
131. [Kissed someone] my parents when i was younger
132. [Ate something] bout 1 over hour ago
133. [Called someone and who] dad.. ask him 2 pick me up from plaza sing since he was nearby

What is your... *
134. [Good luck charm] dunno
135. [Bedroom like] messy messy messy
136. [Favorite Breakfast food] filling food
137. [Favorite lunch food] im not 2 choosey bout food
138. [Best thing that happened to you today] played at arcade?

* What do you think about the following * * PICK ONE: THIS OR THAT *
139. [lights on/off] on
140. [sun or rain or snow] snow
141. [mickey D's (McDonalds) or BK (burger king)] macs
142. [do you like scary movies or happy movies better] depends la..
143. [backstreet boys or NSYNC] neither
144. [on the phone or in person] sometimes phone.. cuz can b quite difficult 2 talk in person sometimes
145. [summer or winter] winter.. but mayb in e beginning when not so cold
146. [chocolate or white milk] chocolate milk
147. [CD or tape] CD
148. [hugs or kisses] hugs
149. [cake or pie] cake
150. [cats or dogs] dog
151. [mud or jello wrestling] ?
152. [skiing or boarding] skiing
153. [day or night] night
154. [sunset or sunrise] both also v nice..
155. [diamond or pearls] duno.. depends la..

* YOUR FAVES *
156. [candy] I like lotsa candy
157. [beverage] orange/lime/lemon juice haha..
158. [cartoon characters] courage e cowardly dog?
159. [sport(s)] soccer! Badminton, swimming, handball n lotsa em…
160. [song] wow.. so mani man..
161. [favorite actor or actress] not local 1s though.. its more of e hk 1s
162. [favourite movie] lots
163. [tv show] hk shows, anime, cartoon sometimes, soccer, amazing race
164. [Favourite food] lots
165. [ice cream] nice ice cream can liao
166. [subject] duno.. Chinese? E teacher quite funny n nice
167. [shampoo] lavenus
168. [favourite month] arnd December there.. cuz its 1 of e coolest month n holidaes!
169. [favourite number] duno.. 8?
170. [favourite person to talk to online] quite a few la…

* HAVE YOU EVER *
171. [cut your hair yourself] not dat I can rmb
172. [been on stage] yea
173. [ever thought an animated character was hot] not realli
174. [kept a secret from everyone] ya
175. [been in a car accident] dun tink so
176. [put a body part on fire for amusement] no…
177. [drank] water? Yea.. plenty
178. [smoked] nope.. dun intend 2 as well
179. [broke the law] i littered b4 n jaywalked sometimes
180. [ran from the cops] nope..
181. [made yourself cry to get outta trouble] no
182. [tried to kill yourself] no
183. [made your self throw up] tink when I was feeling really uncomfortable but could not throw up last time
184. [ever been in love] ya
185. [loved someone so much it made you cry] nah.. dun tink so..
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psf selections n nationals

2004-07-07T19:48:00.000+08:00

sighz.. realised yesterdae dat there was psf selections afta all.. tot wasnt so complicated.. quite a no. of us were quite excited bout it.. cuz we rather b psfs than ace leaders.. man.. didnt expect 2 b given 3 forms.. 1 4 form tutor, cca teacher 4 endorsement n finally 1 2 fill up 4 ur self.. havent handed e form 2 my cca teacher cuz she has been at e nationals at toa payoh.. aniwayz.. realli hope 2 bcome psfs sia.. now i noe its pretty difficult.. we haf 2 get thru dis round.. den haf grp interview den one on one interviews i tink.. so its like 20 odd psfs out of arnd 100 psls? i duno la.. i kinda reflected on whether i deserve 2 b a psf.. im not so sure abt dat.. cuz its like my cca.. i did not give my 100% 2 it.. skipped quite a few trngs due 2 injuries sustained while playing soccer which was quite irresponsible.. n so called to "study 4 e exam"(dat was 2 weeks b4 mid year exams).. now training is finished 4 e year.. i dun even noe whether i will realli get a club 2 train so dat i can improve.. all i haf been doin is playing soccer.. its like i've been saying i will get a club since e beginning of sec 2.. wad is e outcome now? still no club.. sighz.. n havent realli gotten 2 noe my sec 1s dat well 2.. its like i dun tink i haf been a role model 2 them.. den in class.. sitting at e back of class.. toking nonsense.. slping sometimes.. haf i realli been a role model or shown dat im a good leader? im not sure myself.. mid year.. i got lucky esp since i was doin last min studying n managed 2 do much betta then e others who did last min studying 2.. well.. all i can do is hope 4 e best.. n try 2 improve..

sighZ..... nationals r 2mrw.. how how how? i've realli been slack dis year.. not training consistantly.. so probz will screw up both my events 2mrw n fri.. sigh.. again.. all i can do is hope 4 e best.. y shud i b able 2 do betta than others who train like so much more times den me.. who spent so much of their valuable time training while i've been playing soccer n slacking away.. nvm.. aniwayz.. wish me luck.. juz hope i wun do 2 badly..

Your Eyes Open Lyrics (2/7/2004 to ?/?/2004)

2004-07-05T19:52:00.000+08:00

hey.. aniway juz re posting e lyrics 4 e featured song... althou e server is down at e moment.. juz posting e lyrics in case u haf dat song n wanna noe its lyrics.. k here it is:

Well it's a lonely road that you have chosen
Morning comes and you don't want to know me anymore
And it's a long time since your heart was frozen
Morning comes and you don't want to know me anymore
For a moment your eyes open and you know
All the things I ever wanted you to know
I don't know you, and I don't want to
Till the moment your eyes open and you know

That it's a lonely place that you have run to
Morning comes and you don't want to know me anymore
And it's a lonely end that you will come to
Morning comes and you don't want to know me anymore

For a moment your eyes open and you know
All the things I ever wanted you to know
I don't know you, and I don't want to
Till the moment your eyes open and you know

For a moment your eyes open and you know
All the things I ever wanted you to know
I don't know you, and I don't want to
Till the moment your eyes open and you know

youth dae holiday

2004-07-05T19:32:00.000+08:00

ok.. so e stayover 2 watch soccer wasnt much of a success.. it was like half n hour afta e match started eugene fell asleep while augustine n me were feeling sleepy liao.. augustine ko'ed 3 mins ltr n i 5 mins ltr.. when i woke up again.. it was 80++ min n e score was 1-0.. yes.. e underdogs greece won.. did not expect them 2 play so well e whole of dis euro 2004 campaign.. but it was cool.. dat e winner was a team most would not expect 2 win.. ok.. so slpt at abt 4 again n was woken up by augustine who tot i was awake at 9.45.. :X.. onli had 5 odd hours of slp.. was realli giddy.. eugene was lucky thou.. he was pigging out till 11.30.. yup.. so august went online n did his mass conversations thingy again.. while i was clearing up n cleaning e area haha... so afta dat we arranged 2 board e bus michael was on at arnd 12.15.. den headed 2 orchard.. hoping 2 catch spidey 2 at 2.10.. on e way we found out it was sold out till like 4+.. so we desperately contacted e ppl who we arranging 2 meet n were there alreadi 2 check out other places.. ps was also full.. fortunately lido was available.. watched e 2.15 show n saw like mani of my sch mates also watching e same show.. den me n michael went 2 queue 4 popcorn n so we missed a bit of e starting as e queue was horrendously long hahaz... abt spidey 2... it was pretty cool n quite realistic i tot.. not abt e graphics but abt e hestitations, experiences n feelings peter parker faced.. we can sort of relate it 2 e things we experience in our everyday lives 2.. ya.. overall it was veri nice... n e graphics were cool ya.. can b quite touching at some parts.. a movie dat rox la.. except 4 e parts when he fell from such great heights n did not break bones haha.. afta dat walked arnd orchard 4 a while den went home n played soccer.. but 2dae v lil ppl la.. den now im home typing dis lor.. quite sianz la.. still haf 2 type finish e citizen of e world essay which is quite difficult 2 tink of.. esp. when its gonna b included in TA3.. n finish up maths which is so complicated n learn ting xie -.-.. so much 4 a happy ending 2 youth day ya.. btw.. duno y blogspot server giving problems quite constantly n stuff.. so 2 get 2 e blogs muz keep trying la.. had 2 try 4 times b4 could access some blogs.. n ya.. tagging does gif problems sometimes.. duno y also.. k betta go finish up my work.. bye 4 now..

slp over

2004-07-05T02:16:00.000+08:00

w00t.. guess wad... im mad sia.. staying up 4 e euro finals.. n augustine n eugene's staying over.. its like 2.15am now haha.. aniwayz.. gonna start soon n ya.. hope portugal wins ya.. greece was quite lucky so far haha..

Day 1 LLTC

2004-07-03T10:03:00.000+08:00

ok.. so i finally decided to type out abt e lltc.. i will b posting out day by day parts so there shud b 5 in all.. Ok.. so day 1 of lltc.. nite b4 chatted till 12+ n den went 2 slp.. had bout 6 hours of slp.. so i managed to get a lift from kenneth 2 sch but bout halfway thru.. i 4got i did not bring my toothbrush.. -.- fortunately kenneth's mum helped me get 1 ltr on n somehow managed to pass it 2 me.. thanx.. i duno how i could survive 5 daes n 4 nites not brushing my teeth man.. when me n kenneth reached there, we were supposed to change out of our uniform 2 pe kit.. n me n a few others rushed thru e pre camp questionaires (yea.. last min. work).. so we proceeded to sign in in2 e camp n guess wad.. we were given more questionaires... ya so aniwayz.. afta dat we checked in 2 our *rooms* which were actually classrooms we were gonna slp in.. my grp, I.Patrick lived in 306 classroom.. So in e classroom i met e grp mates.. knew most of e sji peps there n e st pats ppl were unfamiliar 2 me la.. so i was quite quiet as alwaes 4 e 1st dae when we were 2gether as a grp.. so we were given lltc files by our 2 facils, shawn (my swimming senior) n darren (st pats). We then had welcoming talks n several lectures which eventually bcame sleeping time for most of us..

ok.. so for activity time, we went dragon boating at kallang.. althou e boats were a bit sian cuz it was juz all white wif out dragon head or decos.. but aniwayz we were noobs (at least most of us) so y shud we b given good dragon boats? so aniway we were split up in 2 3 grps, 1 grp taking 1 "dragon boat" each.. I was in grp 2 n left dragon boating wif 20+ others rowing e same boat.. ok so e guy sitting in front of me did not noe how 2 row properly n so i literally had a bathe wif e disgusting sea water which was so dirty, polluted n oily.. so afta dragon boating arnd 4 a while we had a race back.. came in 2nd which was quite good cuz e other boat which won had canoeists in it hahaz.. so ya.. afta dat we went back n yup.. guess wad.. cuz i was covered in e water, when i went back e salt crystallised n i had salt all over my body.. afta dat we went for some games.. i was supa disappointed cuz we actually had soccer 1st on our games.. but due 2 time constraint, we had combined games instead n it was quite lame la.. there was like 200 odd ppl playing dog n bone divided in 2 4 grps n it wasnt fair also.. my grp was e furthest so we had little advantage but who cares.. i juz wanted my soccer haha..

After dat we went 2 bathe.. e showers SUX!!! it was a open shower.. n e worse part is dat when every1 bathes 2gether, e water pressure will b supa low n there is like virtually no water at all from e shower heads n we were onli given less than 5 mins o.O.. so e next few daes i tried 2 find a alternative shower place..

We had dinner soon afta n e food overall was quite ok la.. seems dat it was e best food among all e camps.. we then had anada talk n then supper, reflections.. den ya we finally could slp.. tot dat e 1st nite wud b difficult but not dat bad la even wifout a pillow.. probz also cuz i brought my mini radio n slpt listening 2 it.. day 2 will b continued soon..

btw.. my grp members included: Chee Kiat(SJI), Dannel(st pats), Darren(st pats facil), Daryl(SJI), Eugene(SJI), Faiz(st pats), Fu Weng(SJI), Linus(st pats), Marc(st pats), Michael(st pats sec 2), Shawn (SJI facil), Syazwan(SJI), Zhi Kai(SJI), Me(ZQ, SJI)..
yupz dats all.. will tell more bout em e next few entries..

finally posting again..

2004-07-02T20:03:00.000+08:00

Sorry dat i nvr post so long.. been bz during starting week of term 3.. aniwayz.. yay.. i got 2 hamsters n they r sooooooooooooo cute!! juz bought 2dae n they r realli friendly 2.. aniwayz.. i updated my song.. its ur eyes open by keane and its my fav keane song.. esp like e chorus.. will update abt lltc soon.. cuz now i can onli b online 4 a short while.. so aniwayz.. probz cant go online unless i doin work or sth.. k so cya 4 now

I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing (19/6/2004 to 2/7/2004)

2004-06-19T21:29:00.000+08:00

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

(Chorus)
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

(Chorus)
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

(chorus)
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss a thing

featuring songs

2004-06-19T20:17:00.000+08:00

i tink i gonna kinda feature a song abt every month or 2 weeks on my blog den i will type out e lyrics n try n put e song up on e blog.. yup gonna try n do dat hahaz..

fridaes psb outing =)

2004-06-17T21:14:00.000+08:00

yay.. ecp is so fun.. but dun tink can go there till next hols or sth sia.. ok rgsji psb had n outing 2 ecp on fridae 11th(lagging again.. i noe..) n it was till quite late.. aniwayz so i was supposed 2 meet yy, brendan n vincent at bedok mrt at arnd 3 lah.. den i was there realli earli.. 2.15 reach liao.. so i was damn bored n went 2 explore e place.. found where e shuttle was n went 2 look arnd 4 a place 2 eat lunch.. ate at e food centre dere till arnd 2.50 den i headed back.. was arnd 3 n yy n brendan were there liao.. vincent, yz n deyao appeared soon afta den we headed 2 ecp.. we took e free shuttle service 2 parkway parade den walked there.. deyao said sth like 5 min walk den we ended up walking 4 15 over mins.. we reached e macs juz in time den some of them there liao.. haha.. ho yun coloured his hair AGAIN n den did not expect a few others 2 turn up but they did.. e pit was soooo far away... some of us were considering 2 walk all e way 2 e pits.. e rest wanted 2 ride bikes.. den cuz like majority cycling.. we were convinced 2 ride 2.. some of us had 2 bring so much stuff on e bike.. had a hard time cycling there.. we cycled 4 arnd 20-30 mins den reach.. so tired hahaz.. it was so far off from e shops n stuff.. some of us played cards, played soccer, rugby etc lah.. den suddenly got much more ppl liao.. so we started e fire 4 both pits.. afta dat we played some ice breaker games organised by e sji psfs.. did not realli break e ice hahaz.. esp. 4 those who did not go rgs carnival.. afta dat we sat down n played cards while some went 2 e beach n some others went cycling.. had food afta dat but i barely ate anithing.. good thing i was full... hahaz.. had onli 1 ottah n 2 sausages.. n a few cups of soft drinks.. den afta dat eugene, qibin, shawn n andrew were on e way.. they kept calling me n asked 4 directions den there was some misintepretion n they alighted at macs o.O.. so they decided 2 walk all e way 2 e pits.. afta like 45 mins den they like onli halfway hahaz.. then they were so tired also cuz they came from a camp.. so some of us went 2 cycle 2 pick em up.. scully got there eugene n qibin lost andrew n shawn.. n e worse part is dat they did not haf hphones wif em.. me n ho yun went 2 look 4 them but it was quite a futile effort... we then cycled back slowly n i was quite pissed wif eugene n qibin 4 not being responsible enuff 2 stick 2gether as a grp.. den while cycling back good thing yishan(i tink) called me 2 tell me they reached e pit liao.. ho yun called me soon afta 2 tell me e same thing n was so relieved.. thanx guys =) then afta dat had 2 cycle eugene all e way baq 2 e pit.. was quite a job but no choice.. he was realli tired.. n we had 3 bikes wif 4 ppl n i was sorta e best candidate 2 cycle some1 baq lol.. den reach there barely 15 mins afta felix had 2 return e bikes 2 get his ic baq.. den some took their bags while some did not.. i was nearly dragged along but i asked eugene 2 go instead cuz i did him e favour of cycling him 2 e pits.. those dat brought their bags were smart.. they juz went home from there.. those dat did not had 2 walk baq sadly.. soon afta most ppl were leaving liao.. den so happen dat i was lucky dat i could get a ride from suhari(sorry if spell wrong) 2 pass deyao his bag n den he can also take a lift 2 e mrt station.. was a long ride home but was quite fun la.. reached home bout 11.30 n luckily my mum left me some kfc.. den i juz whacked it n finished it all cuz was so hungry lol.. soon afta go slp liao.. yay.. muz haf more outings n keep in touch

games comm chalet (part 2 continued..)

2004-06-15T20:51:00.000+08:00

Sorry 4 e long wait ppl! hahaz.. yea its finally time 2 release e 2nd installment of 6th june's games comm outing or chalet.. i tink i 4got 2 mention e last time.. dat we could onli check in at 2.45 dats y we had 2 hang arnd at white sands shopping centre.. ok so from last time.. we took e bus 2 e chalet den it seemed dat every 1 on e bus got off there.. whether it was 2 go 2 e park or chalets or wadeva.. ok so we got there n walked a bit then we saw shin jung n her family n she showed some of us her bunny.. it was realli ccuuuuuttteeeee lolz.. so tiny n small.. hahaz.. ok so we went in2 e bungalow chalet n it was quite big lah.. kenneth's relatives were there cuz it was supposedly a chalet 4 them bcuz of one of his cuz's bdae.. so we settled down n e gals n guys sorta split in2 grps n played cards.. den eugene's mogi toys got thrown arnd n it was e same colour as shin jung's ankle socks so she placed it on her feet n it looked like it got 2 feet n can walk on its own hahaz.. den some of us went 2 play mahjong (me, kenneth, yishan, deyao n cherie) ya n it was like cherie n de yao kept on winning while me n yishan onli won mayb twice hahaz.. den de yao kept teasing cherie n did not give her e tiles she wanted.. hahaz.. den some of em also went 2 e park 2 rollerblade.. afta dat when most of em came baq n stuff we played bluff.. it was quite fun lahz.. juz dat i could not reali bluff well.. deyao kept saying i bluff den alwaes like kanna caught like dat.. e bbq was started somewhere in e evening n deyao dunno wad he do 2 e lighter den make it like flamethrower like dat.. so he used it n sped up e lighting up of e fire starters.. ya.. den we ate dinner.. had catered food n bbqed food.. i juz kept taking e ottahs n satays lol.. afta dinner we went 2 e park 2 play.. was so funz.. sat on this spinning disk thingy n so mani of us sat on it dat it juz kept goin hahaz.. den when we got off i accidently knocked yi shan down 2 e sand.. *sorry yi shan* hahaz.. den we went 2 beach, took some pics n shin jung n deyao caused most of e gals 2 get wet hahaz.. esp. michelle, cherie, xiaoyu when they did not have ani change of clothes hahaz.. cherie n xiaoyu were slightly pissed wif deyao so threw sand at him 4 fun hahaz.. den we also played sparklers there.. so funz.. juz had loads n loads of sparklers 2 play wif.. then afta dat me n august went baq 2 e chalet earlier then e others.. den sat on e swing n chit chatted.. then yi shan n cherie had 2 go home liaoz.. soon afta they all came baq and most of them went home.. i decided 2 stay over at e chalet cuz i was kinda lazy 2 go all e way baq home.. which was in e west! so i called my mom n told her n then afta dat bbqed marshmellows.. was yumz but i did not realli do a gd job cuz not totally soft hahaz.. aniwayz.. afta dat all e gals left n left eugene, augustine, me, kenneth n deyao.. we went 2 e park, played cards, watched tv n toked(n realised e scv thingy there was so cheapskate.. was even worse den normal tvs) till arnd 3.. air con was so cold n i was freezing in e earli morn.. was slping on e floor n cold air sinks o.O.. ya.. den slept till bout 8-9 where i got woken up by music blasting from kenneth's laptop.. sighz.. had not enuff slp n was so tired.. we had breakfast, played cards, went 2 e park n den arnd 11+ august n kenneth had 2 leave cuz got stuff on.. e 3 of us stayed till 1 den we left.. muz haf anada games comm chalet again hahaz..

games comm outing part 1

2004-06-12T14:31:00.000+08:00

wheeeee! e chalet on last sundae was so funz(i noe i lagging rite..).. was at pasir ris so earli cuz of eugene n kenneth.... haiz.. lol.. we were like there at 9.30 n so we went 2 eat breakfast 1st.. eugene n kenneth ate at delifrance.. i looked at e price of e food n my wallet n was like sheeeesh.. im broke.. lol.. so i juz sat there n watched them eat initially cuz i wasnt hungry.. but e crossiant smell was so fragrant so i could not take it n went 2 get myself something 2 eat.. afta that we still had sometime so we walked arnd shopping centre a bit then we went 2 e mrt station at 10 n started waiting.. yi shan came soon afta n we found out every1 else was coming afta noon n deyao was alreadi at e chalet.. we were like shoot.. wad 2 do sia.. lol.. so we killed time walking arnd e shopping centre 2 e arcade, e music cd shop n popular till e library opened at 11.. we sat at a quiet corner near e window n played monopoly on eugene's palmtop hahaz.. den yi shan so sway.. landed in jail 4 times hahaz.. i had e least moni overall :( hahaz.. afta dat de yao came n he went 2 pick cheryl up n then we played cards in e library.. afta dat we went 2 e arcade again n i spent quite a lot playing time crisis 3.. afta dat cherie n xiaoyu arrived n we decided 2 go swensens 4 lunch n ee huang also arrived.. had barely enuff moni 4 lunch.. den afta dat we finally made our way 2 e chalet cuz it seems dat shin jung was there n waiting 4 us liao..

Oh no!!

2004-06-12T14:28:00.000+08:00

Ahhhh.. something went wrong wif my blog again.. haiz.. wadeva.. sorry 4 all e probz my blog is causing u all every1.. i noe theres some problem wif my tag board sometimes n now e links dun work :( boo hoo.. need 2 get some help again manz.. hahaz..

Yay! Taggingz up

2004-06-02T21:52:00.000+08:00

woo hoo.. finally got tagging working liaoz.. den now my blog also got links.. special thanks 2 eugene 4 helping me wif my tag n fishballz 4 e links.. yay!

rgs carnival

2004-06-01T09:03:00.000+08:00

o yah.. realized i did not tok abt e carn.. shall do it now.. it ROCKS!! it was so fun.. i was at e water stations e whole aftanoon afta it rained n haha literally took a bathe there.. but sorta abandoned ee huang n eunice 2 e games station lolz.. sorry bout datz.. i did not go haunted house boo hoo :(.. it was like e most popular station hahaz.. Den afta e carn we had 2 clear up n most of e sji psls who went 2 help out n 4 rgs psls: gina, yishan, xiaoyu n mie went 2 eat at lido den we re introed ourselves.. hahaz.. they tried 2 confuse us by switching their names wif one another lolz.. den some were realli confused.. then e birthday boy kenneth came along n said hi den everybody found out it was my bdae on fri n his on dat day n sang bdae song hahaz.. so nice of em... afta dinner we sorta traded nos 2 keep in touch n stuff... aniwayz.. rgs psls n spsls were great! take care n hope 2 keep in touch

Can't Sleep

2004-06-01T08:04:00.000+08:00

dis morning woke up so earli.. arnd 7.30am n den cannot go baq 2 slp.. den ltr i found e laptop still at home so i went online n started blogging 2dae.. o.O lost some of my precious slp.. haiz.. aniwayz now listening 2 music like i usually do n online but no 1 online de cuz onli 8am.. den still dunno how 2 tag lolz.. guess i need some help from e expert bloggers sia.. k cya hahaz..

My 1st blog!

2004-05-31T22:20:00.000+08:00

harlo ppl.. dis is my 1st blog ever.. decided 2 make it cuz feel kinda sianz n stuff.. hahaz.. gonna try n update it as often as i can.. k cyaZ!